Its a girl-boy thing!
I have fallen in love so many times since that first time. Back then it was more of the excitement than the feeling. The first time I said that I loved someone, I didn’t even know what it meant. It was a dialogue that generations of movies had taught us to say when you felt that spark for that special someone from the opposite sex (or who knows, the same sex!). The dialogue didn’t mean much back then, but I sure did feel the spark. Just like in those movies, a call did put a smile on my face. I would wait for the next meeting. I was happy, excited and so …naive.
And then, one more time, I fell in love. This time I knew about the sharp edges and I knew how to dodge them. But it wasn’t that fun anymore. Instead of gliding, we were more of dragging ourself. But still, every now and then, that spark would reignite and the day would feel sunny again. I would again feel happy, excited. But this time I was not that naive.
With that sense of maturity, I fell in love a few other times. Fell a few times, had fun the other. But every time understanding that this thing is so complex that I may never be able to understand it completely. All that I can do is enjoy the good times, and hope that they last really long. As for the bad times, I still haven’t understood how to avoid them. Just hoping that they are quick and painless.
But this last time I fell in love was different. The last couple of months have been great. The chemistry is just right. The spark is brighter then ever, things just click and I see no sharp edges around. I am gliding again. May be its because I know where not to tread. Or just may be I have started to master the skill of pressing the right buttons at the right time.
As I was saying, I have fallen in love so many times since that first time. The thing is, it was always with the same girl… over and over again!
it is really a good rhetoric ashwin , impressed with the way u write . It is in your gene yaar .continue writing this way i m not saying that u never loved offcourse u do love someone then only such thing u can write.The girl you are falling in love again and again must be lucky one .hope u two meet for lifetime .
Thanks Sir!
who is that lucky girl??
What a beautiful write-up! Words flow so easily from your pain! You know how to tell a story. Your blogs make a very interesting reading. Keep bloging!
Hey very well expressed ya..Loved the way u write…. keep up….
and yes the girl and definitely lucky to have u and so are u 